Another year another struggle.

really disappointed with how things went last year with how i was barely in here despite enjoying newgrounds quite a lot.

Im still on that soulsucking job and barely have time for myself, let alone art but im looking into ways of easing myself back into the groove of things, i had a good pace back in march but shit happened and i just didn't know how to handle it so i guess I'll just have to keep trying until something works. When responsabilities started to pile up in august i basically gave up on art and some other things as well. I realized i was going through the motions without actually doing much more besides what i was told to keep doing and as such i just mindlessly went through the year without much drive of my own, everything i learned in ghe orevious year about how i wanted to take control almost gone and back to my miserable state from before, I'll chuck it up to the new years resolutions but i do want to get more involved with my hobbies and relationships this year.

No idea where I'll go after this rant but we'll see